Apr 30, 2009

Greater Purpose

I was watching House latest season ep.19 whereby this superstitious nursing home nurse fake her own illness so that House would treat her. The nursery home got a famous cat that can predict who's gonna die soon by sitting very close to that person and since this cat sat by her as she fall asleep on the couch she believed she was gonna die next, but she don't know why since she is healthy as a horse thus she went to Dr. House. (Try reading that sentence without pausing for breath).
Anyway, she said something along the line of "bad things happen for a reason; a greater purpose. If there's no such thing as a greater purpose then it's not a world she want to live in". (I think I have heard the same line before, but I can't remember which tv shows...) I was like arghhh! It was not as if we have a better alternative is it? and since we don't know what this 'greater purpose' is, how do we know if its worth all this struggling and suffering?
AND I'm not saying that lets all go mass suicide now (argh! I hate how they kill of the cheery Kutner with suicide). Suicide is such a cowardly and selfish act. I'm just saying that 'that dialogue' really got under my skin...

Apr 28, 2009

Dennis Oh vs Daniel Henney

Though both actors are the same in the acting talent, Dennis has much more heart-stealing look ^_^








Apr 27, 2009

Wishing to turn over a new leaf

Taubat Seorang Hamba - Irsyadee ft. Hafiz Hamidun



Hati hiba mengenangkan
Dosa-dosa yg ku lakukan
Oh Tuhan Maha Kuasa
Terima taubat hamba berdosa...

Ku akui kelemahan diri
Ku insafi kekurangan ini
Ku kesali kejahilan ini
Terimalah...
Terimalah...
Terimalah...
Taubatku ini.....

Telah aku merasakan derita
Jiwa dan perasaan
Kerana hilang
Dari jalan
Menuju redhaMu ya Tuhan.

Ku akui kelemahan ini
Ku insafi kekurangan ini
Ku kesali kejahilan ini
Terimalah...
Terimalah...
Terimalah...
Taubatku ini...

Di hamparan ini ku meminta moga taubatku diterima...

Ku akui kelemahan ini
Ku insafi kekurangan ini
Ku kesali kejahilan ini
Terimalah...
Terimalah...
Terimalah...
Taubatku ini...

Ku akui kelemahan ini
Ku insafi kekurangan ini
Ku kesali kejahilan ini
Terimalah...
Terimalah...
Terimalah...
Taubatku ini...



I'tiraf - Raihan ft. Yasin and Putra Putri Raudhah



Wahai Tuhan
Ku tak layak ke surgaMu
Namun tak pula aku sanggup ke nerakaMu
Ampunkan dosaku

Terimalah taubatku
Sesungguhnya Engkaulah pengampun dosa-dosa besar

Ilahi lastu lil firdausi ahlaa
Wa laa aqwa 'alaa naaril jahiimi
Fahabli taubataw waghfir dzunuubi
Fa innaka ghofirudz dzam bil 'adhiimi

Dosa-dosaku bagaikan pepasir di pantai
Dengan rahmatMu ampunkan daku oh Tuhanku

Wahai Tuhan selamatkan kami ini
Dari segala kejahatan dan kecelakaan
Kami takut, kami harap kepadaMu
Suburkanlah cinta kami kepadaMu

Kamilah hamba yang mengharap belas dariMu

Apr 21, 2009

In Love with Jason Mraz

Life is Wonderful (To me life is ironic)



It takes a crane to build a crane
It takes two floors to make a story
It takes an egg to make a hen
It takes a hen to make an egg
There is no end to what I'm saying

It takes a thought to make a word
And it takes some words to make an action
And it takes some work to make it work
It takes some good to make it hurt
It takes some bad for satisfaction

Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la

It takes a night to make it dawn
And it takes a day to make you yawn brother
And it takes some old to make you young
It takes some cold to know the sun
It takes the one to have the other

And it takes no time to fall in love
But it takes you years to know what love is
And it takes some fears to make you trust
It takes those tears to make it rust
It takes the dust to have it polished

Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la

It takes some silence to make sound
And it takes a loss before you found it
And it takes a road to go nowhere
It takes a toll to make you care
It takes a hole to MAKE a mountain

Ah la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la life is meaningful
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la life is meaningful
Ah la la la la la la life is full of
Ah la la la la la life is so full of love
Ah la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life is meaningful
Ah la la la la la life is full of
Ah la la la la la life is so full of love


p/s: I don't know whats wrong with me today. Got lots to do, but I'm surfing youtube for songs that i like.

Come Back To Me

Woken up to this song by David Cook this morning and can't get it out of my head... how do you lost yourself?



You say you gotta go and find yourself
You say that you're becoming someone else
Don't recognize the face in the mirror
Looking back at you

You say you're leavin
As you look away
I know theres really nothin left to say
Just know i'm here
Whenever you need me
I'll wait for you

So i'll let you go
I'll set you free
And when you see what you need to see
When you find you come back to me

Take your time i wont go anywhere
Picture you with the wind in your hair
I'll keep your things right where you left them
I'll be here for you

Oh and i'll let you go
I'll set you free
And when you see what you need to see
When you find you, come back to me

And i hope you find everything that you need
I'll be right here waiting to see
You find you, come back to me

I can't get close if your not there
I can't get inside if theres no soul to bear
I can't fix you i can't save you
Its something you have to do

So i'll let you go
I'll set you free
And when you see what you need to see
When you find you, come back to me
Come back to me
So i'll let you go
I'll set you free
And when you see what you need to see
When you find you, come back to me

And i hope you find everything that you need
I'll be right here waiting to see
You find you, come back to me

When you find you, come back to me
When you find you, come back to me
When you find you,come back to me

Apr 7, 2009

Going beserk! %$@#$^!

I don't know whats wrong with me today... Every little thing makes me mouthed (silently) fudge, stupid buffalo, arghhhh! etc... etc... Maybe its the hormones acting up or just everyone just getting under my skin more today. Sigh! I need to finished up my work so that I can accompany my mother to her hospital appointment on Thursday feeling light-hearted. I thought I could finished it or maybe at least done 75% of it by today, but it took me the whole morning replying to email, and then flipping through some files to find some supporting documents that should have been pre-attached in the beginning. And then, there was this meeting that doesn't really need me to contribute much, but I had to attend it nonetheless twiddling-my-thumb the whole afternoon. Arghhh!!!! Wish I could stop time or maybe multiple myself for a limited time so that I could be at more than 1 places at the same time.

Then, there was last night. If I didn't love my knuckle the way it was and hate any kind of pain, I would've hit the wall (just kidding!) I'm not that physically-reactive. I thought about it, but never acted on it. You see I was watching the last episode of the last disc of East of Eden. 30 minutes more of the episodes, I thought to myself, this could not be the last episode... so many things still left unravel/untied. 10 minutes more, Dong Chul was fighting more than a dozen guys in a cave his father died, though he was superhuman enough already fighting them off, but he was losing the fight. No! that cannot be the ending, he simply just die! I inspect the dvd box again, yes it said 5 dvds but this could not be it! Maybe the dvd shop ripped me off!!!!! Padan muka, beli lagi arah termurah! Arghhh! my brother was still using my pc. So I had to make do going online with my handphone checking how many episodes East of Eden have. Fudge! Fudge! Fudge! It has 56 episodes while mine was only up to 20 episodes... so there must be a Vol. 2 then... Today, while driving home I was debating with myself whether to stop by my favourite dvd shop to check or not. In the end, I went straight home... lets sleep early tonight. But here I am, restraining myself again not to go out and check if the dvd is available and buy it! I hate unfinished story!!!!



From, the relationship chart you can see how complicated this drama is. The story start off in a mining town. The mining general manager Shin Tae Hwan is an ambitious power hungry man. While Lee Ki Chul was just another ordinary miner, but he was the leader of the labour union fighting for the welfare of the miners. Shin Tae Hwan wants to prove himself to his father-in-law who's the real owner, decided that to get rid off Ki Chul would made the mining problem go away.


Shin Tae Hwan's and Lee Ki Chul's wives both gave birth to baby boy on the same day at the same hospital. And the delivery midwife was none other than the nurse that Shin Tae Hwan had seduced and then discarded. Not only he had abandoned the nurse, but when the nurse refused to abort their baby, he had kidnapped and forced the abortion on her. So in retribution, she swapped the babies, not knowing the later bad-blood between the families when STH staged a mining blow-up that killed LKC.


So STH made LKC's families lives a living hell and several times nearly played a hand in the torture that nearly end his biological son's life. I wanna know how will Lee Dong Chul's feels when the brother he raised, protect and love had his sworn enemy's blood running through him. How about Myung Hyun, the man he called father is the monster who killed his real father and the harsh treatment he had given to his real mother and brother in the past, would it haunt him? If my mother asked me to buy something now, I would detour and dropped by the nearest dvd shop!
I love Kim Bum! He's so cute. Wonder why in dramas that showed the characters in their younger years I always sympathize more with the younger casts. Maybe it's because the pain and suffering they endure then, while when they grow up, the mature casts only showed desire and angst more. Though I don't think Song Seung Hun can act to save his life ^_^ no matter how good looking and dashing he looks!


Oh yeah, last night I also watched X-Men Origins: Wolverine. I snorted many times. Not only was it boring story-telling of Wolverine history but the special-effects is still visible to the naked eye! You do not have to squint your eyes and concentrate, you can still notice the hanging rope, the computer generated scene etc. Well, since the movie was supposed to be out by May, maybe the dvd my brother bought was the yet to be touched-up again edition, somebody who's in the production of the movie, pilfered the unfinished product.


Watching the X-men cartoon and then reading the comics before it was made into a movie, my favourite characters are Wolverine, Rogue and Gambit. So it's kinda dissapointing the cast for Gambit is not as I imagine him to be. And where was Gambit's cajun accent???? I know the movie was about Wolverine but when you cast noted famous actors like Ryan Reynolds and Daniel Henney (well, maybe he was known only to kdrama-addicts) maybe they should gave them more scenes in the movie right?