Jan 4, 2010

Road to be a better person

2010 has come for 4 days now, but since this is the start of the working day for 2010, it seems as if everyone starts their greets with "Selamat Tahun Baru" or "Happy New Year". I was feeling disgruntled just now when a collegue greet me thus, an automated reply just slips out of my-lidah-tak-bertulang "whats so happy about it?". To me its just that I have to remember the change of the last number of the date when I write a letter- it wont change for the next 365 days(haha! I usually only get the hang of writing the correct year by Feb-Mac).
Sigh, I'm having a bad January this year, my fuse are getting shorter and sensitive. Well, actually I didnt mean to snap at people but it just *shrug* - should I feel guilty? Its not as if they had not snapped at me before when they're having a bad day...but I just swept it under the rug and not childishly giving them a silent treatment... ahhh, bleh blah lah - no skin off my back.
The work and the collegues make me wanna pull my hair, bang my head against the desk, yell on top of my lungs, wail like a crazy lunatics, laugh like a banshee... The attitude of some people who constantly bemoaning their so-called-non-existence-workload just make me wanna yell at them shut-the-hell-up!!!!!! I would love to switch workload with you! Thank god, my bad mood recede after a few hours at home, where any thoughts of work is forbidden from entering my brain zone - thank you korean drama! my escapism from the suckness of reality. Its 5.30pm and the office is nearly empty, I called up the officer who preached that we need to put extra hour and extra efforts for this month, but it was unaswered - *snickered* u went home already? where's your "extra-ness"? You must be wondering, if I'm busy what the heck I'm wasting time writing this? Well, I want to vent out my bitterness thats what! I feel my heart has turned to black this couple of months, the smiles and calmness are all fake... Life IS an act
But really, whats with the upbeat about new year anyway? What's so speacial of Jan 1st? Begining of new hope? What about the unfulfilled hope of last years? Forgotten? My hope has no beginning and no ending... they say to change the world, you must be willing to change yourself... hellooooo! thats the hardest part!
This January whats in my head are February please come soon!!!, my plans to go to UK and/or South Korea in 2010-2011, thinking to buy a laptop so that I can watch korean drama streaming without peeking if my brother's is using his laptop and lists of korean dramas to watch! Gosh, the reviews from dramabeans blog just keep making those lists longer and longer. How do I find the time??????!!!!! Oh yeah, the how-long-has-I-been-proscratinating plan to spring clean my room! Need to do it soon!, there's so much stuff littering on the floor that I cannot bear to see someone goes in lest they step on something important! - like a cockroach hahaha!
But top priority- NOT TO MISS MY 5 DAILY MEETINGS!!!!! ON-TIME!!!! NO EXCUSES!!!
AIM - Ke arah Kesempurnaan Insan

Wife's Temptation

Yipee! I finally finished watching 129 episodes of Wife's Temptation! I don't know how long it takes me to finished it cause when it gotten me so "argggghhhhh!" I switched to other modes of forget-real-life entertaiment such as english tv series that I had downloaded, current movies and a novel or two....

I try to write a better synopsis than in dramawiki. The drama intertwined the story of 3 families; The Gu family, The Jung family and The Min family. At first, the story of the Min family are separate that there's no linkage with the other 2 families. Anyway, Gu Eun Jae's had to marry Jung Gyo Bin since he impregnanted her. Like he said, at that time he actually trully loves her that he went to all means to made her marry him. But alas his roving playboy eyes evaporates bit by bit with 7 years of marriage and he let Eun Jae be humiliated and treated as an unpaid-maid by his mother who saw her beneath their status because she came from poor family.

Then, her best friend- Shin Ae Ri; the daughter of her parents' best friend that they had treated as if their own daughter came back from Paris. It turns out she was out to get Jung Gyo Bin, she had a 7 year-old son with him! That was like when she and Gyo Bin was newly married! At first, Gyo Bin just wanted to treat her as his many other affairs and maintain Eun Jae as his wife but he's no match to her manipulative mind. So in the end, he divorced Eun Jae and to ensure that his father's wont leave a huge chunk of his inheritance to Eun Jae's unborn child, he threaten to drown her if she wouldnt abort the child. The current was so strong, that he let go of his grip on Eun Jae and like a coward and jerk he was swam to save his life. When Eun Jae was declared committing suicide by drowning herself, he married Ae-Ri.

But Eun Jae didnt drown. She was save by Min Gun Wu who was looking for his adoptive sister who did try to commit suicide by drowning herself. She later met Gun Wu adoptive mother - who sympathize with her story and had a hidden vendetta against the Jung's family herself - who let her assume the identity of her lost daughter Min Soo Hee. Eun Jae remake herself to become a confident successful career woman and shed her humble-housewifey attitude, to get her revenge claws on Gyo Bin and Ae Ri. Then, the story become more complicated when the real Min Soo Hee comes back to life and claim her identity... I wish her mother would just send her to a mental institution!

What makes me go arghhh! is that the evil-characters in this drama, raised hell when something bad happened was done to them, but they didn't realise that they, themselves had done that to another person - but its okay. And when once in awhile it was brought to their attention, they blame others for making them do that! THEY JUST NEVER REPENT AND REGRET THEIR ACTIONS!

The ending, well... I think I cry because of Nino... its a good ending, just satisfactory - it ties all the story. Do I recommend it to another? I think not... I wants to watch it in the first place because people's keeps mentioning it or refering to this drama plus Bae So Bin is gonna be in a drama that a spin-off from this one. Sigh! When will I learnt my lesson?